New day same shit. i still feel bad, but like i said from the beginning it is for the best. I didn't think it would hurt me this much but it does. I read her blog (duh) and i got upset (duh). So anyways i just don't want her to think that i axed her because she is shitty... quite the contrary. actually I am shitty and would have done something bad... i could feel it. besides now she is cleaning up her act (which i kind of hoped for a little) and even though she is sad she is becoming more independant which i also admire. Actually I need to get MY shit in check too, which was another MAJOR reason for this... So shittyness sucks but sometimes its for the best. ok now that i've said all that bull...

Philebrity wants to interview Tough Shits and do a video segment. that'll be good for press. MAN i want this to work. I dream about it all day...and night... and at work and when i'm stoned, in the shower, on the subway, actually playing, ok ALWAYS.

fucking A

Stuuf i wanna do with the band:
TOUR
put out 7" single
put out 12" LP
Shirts
Video
Pins
Photo shoot with horses


wulp see ya later!

ok i'm starting this shit back up for reals...
so i'm single again. I hate myself sometimes because i am so fickel. I really liked this last girl and i went and fucked it all up (again). I mean i guess its all for the better, I have problems when it comes to keeping relationships. I either stick around WAY after it was over, or i meet the right person too soon, try and make it work, and then break their hearts when i realize i'm not ready. I am so weird about relationships too, like as soon as i feel like i'm depended upon at all I like can't take it, but if i'm not depended on then i think somethings wrong. I guess one day i'll be ready and want a real relationship with anniversaries and engagements and committal and all that jazz, but i am still young and i guess i still want to be retarded. I guess i'm only stable enough for one. other than my dumb personal problems life is good... the band is doing very well... bills are mostly paid... my job is still stable. I have a new FLICKR account. uh yeah. i'll think of more to post later.